These last few days have been filled with terrifying nightmares. I understand it’s likely a side effect of my pain meds. They wake me up and leave me a mess.
Tonight’s was vivid and scary like mad. Very apocalypse-y, lots of fire and brimstone. But it wasn’t as bad…
1. For some reason, all the people I love most in the world: family, friends, coworkers, and classmates were all together.
2. I had great commanders to help lead peeps to safety. Mama, Joni, Chuck, Hawkeye from The Avengers (I know he’s a superhero but, in the dream, he was totally my homeboy), Hempy, and Rubber Stucchi.
3. There was totally lots of cars which could transport the sick and the handicapped. And free wifi for planning purposes.
4. Everyone was calm, orderly, and everything went suprisingly smooth as we went to the nearest shelter.
Once we got to the shelter in Kissimmee, we were safe. I aat snuggled with my hubbs and our parents and siblings and all the rest, and we watched Orlando get swallowed whole on the news.
When I realized what happened TRULY was when I woke up – Orlando was sitting on a Hellmouth a la the mythical Sunnydale, CA. With all the sinkholes and the house of mouse. ..makes a crazy kind of sense. Guess it’s the universe telling me I should move away from the attractions.
But tonight’s bad dream was not so bad. I got to see people I miss dreadfully and friends I love but barely ever if not never get to see face to face.
I just think now’s a good time to send send love to all my peeps and say how I miss everyone and I wish, if the world were about to get sucked into oblivion, I’d want to be with you guys, and inexplicably, Hawkeye. He can see really good and has strategies and junk. He’d be handy in the apocalypse.
Sorry about no day number in the title. It’s 6am … I’m half asleep and I didn’t take the time to look it up and do the math. :s
I may write about the others sometime to get them out of my head, but they were too real for me to process without getting emotional, so I’ll save it for another time.
Going back to sleep now.